DEAR DIARY [Prod. Genshin]

[lyrics]

My momma telling me ill be ok but she don't understand I'm living day by day. Pop another pill to try to feel ok, I thinking bout Suicide everyday

I've been through this route what's my life about popping pills and living life full of doubt praying on the edge my bed hoping I could get responses battle my illness alone crying a river I'm honest


Oh no,

I don't know which way to go

I don't even have my home

In the dark is where I roam

I've been stuck and all alone


Popping these pills and I'm asking God why, do I have urges to just wanna die receiving no answers cause God is a lie look in my eyes see pain that's inside I done lost a couple friends for the way Nigga been acting no faking no pretending I just really wanna fucking end this Oh no,
Grabbing a gun and I point at my dome I'm telling myself be easy let go don't pull on the trigga there's much to hold on but these pills they kick in and I just can't move on lost in my ways and I try to forget all of this sadness and all this regret I look at my mom and I tell her like this yo son is a fuck up yo son can't do shit

My momma telling me ill be ok but she don't understand I'm living day by day. Pop another pill to try to feel ok, I thinking bout Suicide everyday

Stand in a closet I'm tying a noose you living a lie I'm stuck in the truth faking a smile but depression the root I try to be happy but I can't it s fluke love for my friends but they don't know I'm through. I don't see no sun cause I stay in my room I look in the mirror the vision gets clearer anxiety got me trapped in this shit to


My momma telling me ill be ok but she don't understand I'm living day by day. Pop another pill to try to feel ok, I thinking bout Suicide everyday

I've been through this route what's my life about popping pills and living life full of doubt praying on the edge my bed hoping I could get responses battle my illness alone crying a river I'm honest


Oh no,

I don't know which way to go

I don't even have my home

In the dark is where I roam

I've been stuck and all alone